There were hopes, not big ones, but you bet they were there.
Well, that was till last week, and before the problems started happening. First came the infection, then… it was the fever, and with it every last bit of strength from my body was just sucked away. 1 week of complete hell, never had anything like this in my life. I am now a shadow of my former self. Running… its difficult sitting right now. And so, no ADHM for me, unless I really want to kill myself… I guess I would just live to run another day.